Thursday, March 18, 2010

death . death . death

a sudden thought came into my mind .
why am I having those nightmares again ?
why are they seemed so real ?
I can't sleep well , and I dunno why .

it's not the nightmare which i had before for so many times .
the nightmares which made me afraid to go back to sleep again .
the nightmares which made me cried in the middle of the night .
the nightmares about someone that was once very dear to me .

now , it's about the death .
the death of my parents , and about mine .

questions come to my mind ,
'will tomorrow come ?'
'will I see that person tomorrow ?'
'can I hold them tomorrow ?'
'where will I be tomorrow ?'


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the nightmares are back to hunt me down .
it thirsts for my fear and my tears .

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I reminiscent about this sometimes, although not in nightmare. I just let it pass and leave everything in God's hand, for He is the one who controls life and death =)

vee said...

but it feels too real sometimes =(

Riibond said...

If you dreamed about someone's death, then that person will live long.. If you dreamed someone married, now that's a problem.. (Chinese tradition)

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