CIMP : case closed !

finally I'm free from CIMP.
officially starting todayy =D

I finished my bio exam.
the night before, I could not sleep.
first my heart was beating.
I thought I was scared to face bio.
in fact, the qs is not as hard as I thought it would be.
so, just waiting for the results ;)

even though exam has passed, my heart still beats very fast.
scared? yes I am.
because of result? no it's not!
so why this heart still beats very fast?
because I will face my fear tomorrow.

N.E.E.D.L.E.
yes, I am going to have medical check up tomorrow morning.
to meet the requirement of Monash University.
omg omg.
I'm so nervous. and so does my mom.
she knows that I am scared and she is worried that I am going to go alone tomorrow.
well, I have to face it though.
wish me all the best =]

happy =D

for some reason , i am so happy yesterday .
the day which i spent to go to pasar malam with chan and suksuk (har) .
the day which i spent on studying and playing in b-17-03 .

i was so happy =)

Guang Liang - Tien Tang (Michael Wong - Heaven)

i found the song has a very beautiful meaning =)
i would love to share it , so here it is !





牽著你在天空飛翔
Qian zhe ni zai tian kong fei xiang


這樣看世界不一樣
Zhe yang kan shi jie bu yi yang

有了你在身旁笑的臉龐
You le ni zai shen pang xiao de lian pang

世界或許
Shi jie huo xu

就這麼寬廣
Jiu zhe me kuan guang

忽然就忘記了慌張
Hu ran jiu wang ji le huang zhang

人海之中你最明亮
Ren hai zhi zhong ni zui ming liang

無意間的影響
Wu yi jian de ying xiang

漸漸擴張
Jian jian kuo zhang

你豐富我生活感想
Ni feng fu wo sheng huo gan xiang

何必尋找所謂的天堂
He bi xun zhao suo wei de tian tang

原來我因為你
Yuan lai wo yin wei ni

不想再去流浪
Bu xiang zai qu liu lang

情願平凡
Qing yuan ping fan

不擁有一切也無妨
Bu yong you yi qie ye wu fang

有了你在心上
You le ni zai xin shang

已然是天堂
Yi ran shi tian tang

已經是天堂
Yi jing shi tian tang


Translations =)
(of course it is not ME who is translating , i don't really understand chinese =( )


Holding your hands while flying in the sky
Viewing the world (from above) is very different
With you by my side, and your smiling face
(I realize) Perhaps the world is actually very vast


I've suddenly forgotten all my anxieties
In a midst of crowd, you shine the brightest
Without realizing your increasing influence (on me)
You have fulfilled and enriched my life


Why bother to search for a supposed heaven?
Because of you, I no longer desire to wander off
I'd rather be ordinary and it doesn't matter if I don't possess anything at all
When I have you in my heart, I'm already in heaven

I've suddenly forgotten all my anxieties

In a midst of crowd, you shine the brightest

Without realizing your increasing influence (on me)

You have fulfilled and enriched my life

Why bother to search for a supposed heaven?

Because of you, I no longer desire to wander off

I'd rather be ordinary and it doesn't matter if I don't possess anything at all

When I have you in my heart, I'm already in heaven

*dedicated to someone =)*

this is my stage and I am going to play it my way.

after thinking over and over,
do I have to do this?
why am I having this feelings?
do I have to pretend to be strong?
am I the one that always have to understand others feelings?

after all, I'm just a human being.
I want someone to understand me sometimes.
I can't be perfect all the time.
I cannot prepare for the things that will come.
life is a mess.

I'm just a human being.
I'm full of imperfectness.
and I am tired of putting my mask on all of the time.
this is my stage, and I am going to play it my way.

but after a few moments, I realize that I cannot put off my mask.
I am aware of other's feelings.
I just can't ignore it.

for someone who IS very dear to me =)

someone who came into my life, quietly.
someone who made me having a hope in him, even though i thought it was impossible.
someone who is quiet, yet full of surprises.
someone who holds my hands tightly.
someone who remembers things that are connected with me, but forgets a lot of other people's.
someone who looks like he does not care at all, but in fact, he cares for me.
someone who understands me.
someone who always be there in my best and in my worst.
someone who supports me all the time.
someone who motivates me.
someone whom i tell all my stories and feelings to.
someone who listens to every word and ideas that i said, no matter how weird they are.
someone who makes me feel relieved.
someone who makes me feel secure to have him around.
someone who comforts me.
someone who does every little things which i love.
someone who makes me laugh.
someone who is the reason that i still can be smiling in the most terrible day.
someone who always wants to please me.
someone who always wants to make me smile.
someone who reminds me of something important.
someone who helps me to overcome my fears.
someone who is honest.
someone who is scared to hurt my feelings.

someone who makes me excited and happy.

someone who makes me wanting to be perfect for him.

someone who makes me wondering what he is actually thinking and doing.

someone who makes me asking why and how.

someone who protects me.

someone who makes me can do the things that i thought was impossible, by just believing and having faith in me that i can do it.

someone whom i love.
someone whom i miss.
someone whom i care for.
someone who makes me pray that this is not just a sweet dream.
someone who makes me feel blessed and thankful to God for his presence.

someone who is grateful for my presence.

someone who feels blessed for the feelings i have towards him.

someone who express his love in his own way.
someone who is you =)
undeniable.irreplaceable. irresistible.you