another thoughts of mine :)

this morning, I saw a friend of mine posted this on her Facebook,
"Distance means absolutely nothing, when someone means so much :)"


actually I am quite disagree about this.
I personally thinks that when someone starts to mean so much to you, that's when distance starts to be everything to you as well.


when someone means so much to you, you want to be close to them.
you want them to be by your side all the time.
if not, then you will miss them. and start to wonder what they are currently doing now.
are they healthy?
are they living in happiness and joy?
did something bother them today?


just a random thought of mine,
vee.


P.S.: going for my most difficult exam today :D best of luck to all FST-ers :D

fever.

it is when you need your mum the most.

when you miss your family a lot, especially mum.

you can't help but wondering, 'I wish mum was here'.

the one who tells you what to do and what you are not supposed to do.

the one who is angry whenever you disobey her words.

it is because she always tries her best to give us the best option we could have.

when we listened to her and we didn't get what's the best for us, it's not her fault.

she tried, and failed.

people makes mistakes, even mum.

I miss when she takes care of me like a little girl when I am sick.

staying near to me to make sure that I am okay.

I miss when she tells me what to do, eat, and when to sleep.

I miss all the attention she gives to me.

the love, care, attention, everything.

mum, I really wish you are here now.

love, your daughter <3

3 months of holiday. *sigh*

well, it's been a quite good holiday so far.
so many things happening.
starting from my arrival in Jakarta on 24th of November.

dad's birthday on 6th of December.

mum's birthday on 18th of December.

cousins and relatives were coming to Jakarta on 20th of December

Christmas getaway to Medan from 24th of December to 29th of December

*well, it can be said as culinary trip tho. eating non-stop*

new year's eve BBQ and fireworks gathering on 31st of December

bbq-ing session

one of the fireworks we put up that was captured

sounds like a really fun holiday, huh?

and i will go to spore this 13th of January to attend my cousin's wedding and popo's birthday.

the chinese new year gathering this year is in Jakarta :D

*************

it is a fun holiday.

but now i am in state where i can no longer wait for a thing to happen.

please, give me the opportunity to meet him soon.

very soon :(

love,

vee

untitled.

yes, an untitled post again.

a relationship needs a two way effort, one way will not make it till the end.
both need to fight for it.
the question is, is this worth fighting and suffering for?