this is my stage and I am going to play it my way.

after thinking over and over,
do I have to do this?
why am I having this feelings?
do I have to pretend to be strong?
am I the one that always have to understand others feelings?

after all, I'm just a human being.
I want someone to understand me sometimes.
I can't be perfect all the time.
I cannot prepare for the things that will come.
life is a mess.

I'm just a human being.
I'm full of imperfectness.
and I am tired of putting my mask on all of the time.
this is my stage, and I am going to play it my way.

but after a few moments, I realize that I cannot put off my mask.
I am aware of other's feelings.
I just can't ignore it.